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  • Today is the day I take a step ahead. I cannot live in the dark anymore. I could not take it one more time. I am tired of being some kind of shadow behind your steps and this is the day I say goodbye. So goodbye to the old me, goodbye to those memories I do not want to take with me. Goodbye to the suffering for someone who were never there in my darkest moments. Goodbye to the classy you, to the person who thinks everything is going to be alright making someone miserable and ignoring a human being in his face. Like, if that is even possible? I am done, I am really done and I want to be gone.

    Gone where the clouds cannot find me, where shadows do not exist. Gone where is raining everyday. Gone where the people is actually more appealing. Where those who surround you, care. Where the time is always passing but never wasted. I want to be free. Free from bad emotional thoughts. Free from those who base their life upon lies. And I will be free, only if I let it go.

    So I am letting go. I let go. I am moving on. I am going where I always wanted but never could. I want to know if I can love myself and only myself. If I can go straight to the point. If I can actually shut my mouth and just hear the melodies, the wind, the lovely sounds nature gives but I could not heard. I will let go, I will be free. In fact, I feel free right now.

    Right now my blood pressure is zero. I feel it like that. I feel the air passing through me and I feel something spiritual trying to reach my deepest feelings. My very deepest. Touch down. I feel numb.

    Numb like my fingers. My view is blurry. I only want to let go. I only want to be free. I am only taking these steps because nobody is going to do it for me.

    So yes, I feel great. I feel like flying from this eleventh floor to the ground. As lightweight as a leaf. I feel a knife running through my spine. I feel sometimes his whispers trying to get to me.

    No, I will not let them in.

    I will not let you in.

    I am a leaf. A very light weighted one.

    I am one.

    I am free.
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