I am lost. Really lost.
What exactly is 'future'?
Does future mean the universities I would be attending?
Or does it mean the career I would be doing after I graduated from university?
There are so many unpredictable things nowadays.
Like me, I didn't know I'd be studying in an international school when I was young.
I didn't even know what an international school was back then.
I moved to Singapore for 2 years, moved back to Taiwan for 2 years, and now in Shanghai for the 4th year.
You never know what will happen the next day.
Everything is changing everyday.
Every single thing, is changing.
Maybe they're just too small that you didn't even realise.
What if, one day, I got a job and I got fired the next day?
What if, one day, I lost my one and only talent?
I may have nothing left.
There are too many 'what if's' and doubts in this universe that can't be explained.
God created us, and so many odd things, which make our life unique.
Yet I still do not understand, what is 'future'?