Time and space unidentifiable
Afloat midair—hands and feet
Blurred distance between reasons and instincts
Stumbling awkwardly—a dull thud—the faults are revealed
A screw to an ankle tightens—you can't do this
Calloused from sharp emotions, this hardened skin has a numbness to it
Seeing myself behind the glass case—but that isn't me
All the truth suddenly becomes fiction, then what am I?
Can't let sadness smear this mind of mine that's caked in makeup
A whirlpool, a hollow core, conflicted once again
At this point—overdue-
Can this muddy rock still become the promised pearl?
A lurking presence of my fading self
In an unknown place, out of reach
There's the brutal wind, crashing-
Stumbling again and trampled within dirt
My vision wasn't this colourless—did the colours fade?
That vibrant self of mine, where has it gone-
Is it gone.
Struggle without conditions
Don't misunderstand: those people aren't my enemies
I once simply made sure there was no one on my side
Walking this place alone so nobody could hurt me—backfired
The world feels so noisy from over here.
I better readjust that person of mine
To at least be able to fall asleep, even if by accident
Haven't traveled far, just within the strict space of a room
So this senseless jetlag better modify itself too
Because I'll breathe it well—the last cold gush of air
Those creatures who coexisted within me
Have you all been well