- Matt left before me this morning

- I arrived at work early -- and left the same way

- I postponed my diet again... TOMORROW!

- I didn't hear from my Sweet T all day

- my prom date's mother passed away at the end of last month -- cancer... I hadn't heard

- I sent a card to someone who hasn't responded to my last two cards

- Monday will mark the second anniversary of my Grandmother's passing

- Mom will turn 57 next Wednesday

- she called me frantic...

- Mom had a panic attack on the way to get him - my sweet, precious boy

- Matt's back doesn't hurt anymore

- he is my rock

- Val visited me -- restored my sanity -- I miss her so much

- Robin knows

- spirit crushing weight: I need to be/must be the straightest arrow

- Early knew I needed his head in my hands

- she liked my sandwiches and my drinks -- superfluous touches that make my heart happy

- my heart is NOT happy... It's in pieces

- please let this be her rock bottom -- please

- she just called... she can do this... we can do this

- "Kids will f*cking kill you, man." <3

- what a DAY! but there is still so much to be thankful for

- and I AM.