There is a difference in feeling you don't want anything more in life , you are happy with all you got , while the other feeling is you don't want anything in life,cause you don't have the craving for anything.
it's like you lost appetite for LIFE ...
I am not depressed , or sad , or something terrible has happened to me , no nothing , my life is easy , i dont have any problems in life , its simple , i dont have responsibilities , i don't have pain , with all this things , people would say you should be grateful to life , god has given you so much , & here you are whining over what ??
But no i am not whining over anything , I am not complaining about anything , I am grateful to the mighty Almighty, I am blessed with such a normal good life.
I am just saying , I have suddenly lost appetite for life , again I would like to tell there is no suicidal feelings or anything if you are guessing so, I don't want to die ohkay , On the contrary I want to live , I want to have that craving to enjoy the joys of Life , than why I am unable to feel it.
I don't quite understand this feeling , its like I have gone numb , its like the world spins slowly around you when you recover from a blast , & for a time period you are unable to hear anything , its that feeling that I have got inside me , & its plunging me deeper into it.
Its like I am exhausted to walk , but I dont wanna sit down ,coz siting down would be unbearable , and so I keep walking until there won't be any more energy to walk.
Is this feeling normal , Is there something wrong , I don't know , this is turned into the daily story of my life , there was a time , when I used to feel sad , or angry ,even those feelings were better than feeling nothing. I don't feel anything , the words of Linkin Park have become the summary of my present day life
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you