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  • I wish my parents had learnt to build a selfish version of me,
    not taught me to think of others, nor walk in their shoes.
    I wish they’d told me to hold out for Jimmy Choos
    and that worth is indeed measured in status and cents.

    I wish they’d taught me to interrupt and shout louder
    to cover the world’s cacophony,
    that my views are more important and right than anyone else’s in the room,
    not always to listen and ponder in impartial waters,
    to see the world in black and white instead of always turning the coin over
    to check the other side.
    And why, oh why always give second chances, third and fourth at times?

    I wish I did not feel tugs of guilt at each morsel
    thrown out, not used to feed the starving child.
    I wish those wide eyes and distended bellies would not haunt my cupboards,
    nor air miles prevent me buying sweet fruit I know I’d love.
    I wish I’d never been introduced to Patience, Prudence and Humility,
    three sisters who’ve slaked me of my appetite to win,
    murdered my ambition, till faintest echoes of boasting
    make me laugh and shiver.

    Yet disdain is all fine and good.
    No one cares, disdained by me.
    Adulated by masses, emboldened by success,
    They fail, repeat, never learn, repent no more.
    While I nurse, bruised and battered, an ego like an unboiled egg,
    integrity left orphan in a world where I no longer belong.
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