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  • Bike Ride 2
    Here I am back on my bike for a new road trip in this hot day with leaden sky

    few kilometers and I am out of the city
    how beautiful yellow grain mixed up with green fields and the strange white of the sky
    I like touching the grain with my open right hand while riding

    I feel melancholic around those hills
    a sense of solitude arise
    a sense of "useless effort", everything has the taste of a cold soup,
    it has been already done ....... it has been already said,
    maybe it's because I just got in my forties, it's normal at this age, or is it normal for this era ? or maybe it's just me
    I feel like I am doing time in my identity, I feel imprison, this is not what I want to be, but it's what I have to

    I fight every day to switch over
    I start new projects, embrace new ideas, write stories on cowbird, read inspirational books, novels
    I listen to my inner voice giving me hope, " you are doing great pal !!! Yes this is what you like , this is what you want to be "
    I should feel pleased, in peace
    but ..................suddenly..............as the singing of a bird in springtime
    a sense of emptiness arise, I feel again walking in the middle of nowhere
    surrounded by clouds and people
    tons of people ,,,,,,,,,,,, lost like me

    I guess I am just changing, something is dying and something is coming to life

    I would better hurry or I would be late for lunch
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