Filled with rage, consumed with the desire to hurt someone as he made his way down the engine room ladder, he suddenly realized this was just not worth it, not if it made him feel like this, and he made up his mind then and there to walk out, to leave this mind-numbing world of Naval Nuclear Power and military bullshit, to leave it all behind and to hit the road to parts unknown, to embrace a new freedom, and to follow that road to the other side of tomorrow.