" I often look back on my life and wonder: What was the moment I became unlovable?
What happened to me that made me sabotage any good I ever had?
I still don't know to this very day.
Is it that I'm not the right amount of loud?
Am I not the right size?
Am I not the right amount of easy?
Am I not enough?
Does anybody see me as enough?
Does anybody see me as fun, loving, passionate, or is that just it?
Am I not what it is?
In that case somebody recall me. "

A sad conversation I had with a really good friend.
1-26-17