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  • I miss your voice,
    I miss hearing it every day,
    Your high-pitched voice
    Responsible for my head aches,
    I miss it that way.

    I sometimes feel nostalgic,
    Of all these years we shared side by side,
    Of you seing in my love for him,
    An opportunity to prance
    To express your will, to have my love,
    To ruin my life.

    Endless and painful melancholy,
    When I remember how silly,
    It was to give you a home,
    A family.
    I miss having you as a sister,
    Hearing you accusing me
    Of being your torturer.
    When you called me in the middle of the night,
    To reassure you about yourself,
    To be your knight.

    Seeing you crying here,
    One minute in despair,
    Or mocking my fear,
    Laughing over there.

    I miss you in my own house,
    With your most sensual act of courtesan.
    I miss you in my paradise,
    All over him, hiding the face of satan.
    Even then, my parents knew,
    I was not insane, just tricked,
    By an old friend, who saw as her due,
    To have me miserable, skinny,
    To have me alone and lonely.

    This is a love letter to an old friend.
    I hope you see the most beautiful skies
    And have no one to share them with.
    I hope you have the life you dreamt of,
    With just enough suffering to regret your lies.
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