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  • It's funny how in retrospect disparate events can coalesce and reveal an obvious truth. One which at the time just saunters by unnoticed.

    Such as the bags my mum would give me with 'stuff' in them. There had been lots and lots and lots of bags over the years.

    She'd worked as a volunteer for a couple of mornings in a charity shop in my home town, right up until she was almost 80 years old. Often walking the 6 miles to town if the weather was nice.

    She was fit.

    The bags contained books or other items she'd come across in the charity shop, which she thought I might like so would purchase for me. Such as a 1980's copy of one of Michael Freeman's very very popular photography tuitional books.

    There were many of those, every other month another copy would surface as a gift, in a bag.

    Copies of the very same book.

    And hats.

    Wooly hats.

    One day there was a bag containing hand-knitted hats, suitable for a ten year old, which she thought my wee lad William (then aged eight months) could use.

    Nine hats in total, in plain wool, red wool, green wool, gaily coloured wool, all sorts.

    But what added the layer of intrigue to all of this was that each one of these gifts was wrapped in several plastic supermarket bags, each one wound tightly in sellotape, loop after loop after loop of sellotape. Then a bag. Then tape. Then a bag. And so on, until the gifts lost any of their original form and became strange almost-egyptian deities bound tightly for the afterlife.

    As mum grew older, the layering became more and more obvious.

    I opened several of these 'mummies' that emerged dust-covered from the last hidden recess of her cupboards, prepared for me then mislaid, as I cleared her house after she was taken to hospital with a broken hip, then diagnosed with dementia sufficiently disabling that it was judged unsafe for her to return home.

    The house-clearance felt like some archaeological investigation. Each 'mummy' uncovered then opened, was to my surprise, a little emotional journey for me, a tape-trail meander into the mind of my mum, taking me to some other place I'd never fully understand.

    Dementia, I now realise, is not always about forgetting.
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