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  • Stockholm Syndrome is an extraordinary phenomenon in which a hostage begins to identify with and harbor sensitivity toward their captor.

    I believe that this doesn't only happen physically, but mentally too.

    People can warp you. They can keep you hostage to a secret that is killing you inside.

    It's been a couple years since I've seen you. I miss seeing you everyday. I miss that blonde hair that would start to curl as it would get longer. I miss that blue dress shirt that matched your eyes. I miss dancing around in your t-shirts while making supper with you. I miss you singing everything you spoke. I miss the way you'd always love to be interacting with me.
    I love how special you made me feel.

    I hate you.

    I hate that you broke me. I hate that you approached me. I hate that you used me.
    You'll never truly realized how screwed up you made me. And I know you'll never truly care.
    You know I hold this big secret that could break you. I could manipulate you, just like you did me; but I choose to protect you.

    You had the power of creating a positive, heroic, uplifting environment. You instead, took advantage of me.

    Even though I will never share what you did to me, I hope one day you realize. I hope you realize that I chose to protect you when you didn't choose to protect me.

    It is taking me years but I will get better. I will get over you. In the meantime...

    screw you.
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