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  • I am a fierce believer in that I have to do what I want to do and - in zen - fashion - try to BURN MYSELF COMPLETELY and NOT look at SUCCESS....

    Sounds wonderful and I guess, my new friend Genoveva GENOVEVA .. It is my impression that she can do this.

    Meditation forces me to look inside myself and stop all the glamourous stories my brain tries to conjure up continuously. And I do not like what I see. Honestly: I have discovered that nearly everything I do, I do with my eyes also on myself, my vanity, I want to scream out into the world: Look at me! Look at the gorgeous stuff I do! Look what a good person I am!

    With every post on FaceBook, on my blogs, on Cowbird, and with every story I tell someone during my day with words this deep vanity is present. With every word I think or say or write, I want to paint a picture of myself, how I want you to see me, apicture that makes you love me, admire me or at least make me seem likable.

    I am sick and tired of this.

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    Art by KIKI
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