This hatred is growing strong I know longer hang on
to those words you said, you tell me what to love
but yet you forget about us, I soon lose control
and I'm left in a burning corpse
knocking against your soul
your words are blisters, poisonous
your forget what was told
you told me not to let you go, hang out in the cold
so I keep you in warmth as you let me freeze
Dead? not yet! its torture you let me endure
why am I thinking this
oh yeah now I see your true colors
behind those pretty eyes, hides a monster full of lies
now you are no longer the monster, I am!
so why have I fallen beneath you?
you deceived me, as I bleed your words, you are all I need
but you refuse to let me breathe....Dead? Not yet!

Your cursed me into this
you blame me for all of it!
you declare war on me
and I take every hit
the smoke of barren laid waste,
to me? not yet! Those bullets
from your gun!
Why must I sacrifice my life over you?
Was I given the choice? Yes, Do I still have a choice? No
I now know why it ended like this,
Those years and memories missed? Yes
The rain, the rain brings comfort from you
I stare across this empty house, silence? No
A mirror on the wall, reflection
As I grow to feel forlorn towards you
A man I once knew, no longer there
nothing but an open chest with a black blood
Has my heart gone cold? No! still beating
Inside the black is red, inside the red is you
I fell pretty hard for you, I no longer fear you
but you still drag me on, til I reach deaths gates
I do nothing as you pull me in
I guess this is truly Love before Hate

-M