November 14th, 2012
Today we mixed my version of Donovan's "Colours." It is my favorite song on the record, and it is for you.
It is in a strange, reversed way that my going out into the world alone broadens and deepens our growth together, the growth of our root structure. I want you to know that where ever I am when not at your side -- I am following a truth, a sometimes difficult truth, that betters my satisfaction with myself as a human being participating in my own destiny. Consequently it betters us because I no longer hold our relationship accountable for any measurement of satisfaction in myself - I know now that it is my responsibility alone.
Your bravery and mental flexibility in modifying our romantic paradigm to fit our maturing needs as awake, vital human beings is beyond impressive to me. Thinking back on my life, I am certain I have never been so happy, so fulfilled, so liberated, so loved, so infinite as I am now. As, I believe, we are now.